I have studied quantum and relativistic physics, biology/neurology/genetics, consciousness, religion/spirituality, arts, music, artificial intelligence/computer science/biotechnology, economics/markets/trading, esoteric writings, astronomy/cosmology, astrology, psychiatry, recent and ancient history, archeology, philosophy and more.
By "studied" I mean reading, listening to, and even at times interacting with experts and leading thinkers from both past and current times. While I am far from being an expert in ANY of these areas, I do have enough of an understanding to be able to see that ALL of these frameworks have a cutting edge aspect that is ignored (if not mocked then discounted) by "mainstream" gatekeepers. This cutting edge aspect that gatekeepers are interested in hiding from the general (and intentionally distracted) public is clearly converging on 2 main themes: (1) there is some other more fundamental reality or substrate from which our reality emerges. Our reality as we can perceive it is a brilliantly engineered holographic projection that is "less real" than true Reality. And (2) each and every framework tells a story of an impending eschatological concrescence - a sort of completion or culmination; an "irreversible transformation that signifies an end to the existing order or existence itself" (definition).
So either:
This end is actually coming, or
All of the orchestrated events happening in current affairs are designed to bring humanity to a collective - but false - awareness of impending doom
If it is orchestrated madness, the PTB are doing a very good job of very slowly ramping up awareness. Doing so too abruptly would unwittingly cause an undesirable (to them) catastrophic realization. I believe they have AI tools with capabilities to infiltrate the individual and collective minds of humanity to perfectly execute this slow drip transfer of knowledge while building out an additional set of tools to deal with it (hello 5G/fake vaccinations) once it gets to a tipping point and they have everyone panicking about the end of the world. If orchestrated, this would be the biggest mind-fuck in the history of humanity.
But here’s an additional mind-fuck to throw on top of the existing mind-fuck: it doesn't have to be either or. And this "doom" event doesn't have to be terrible for everyone. My thinking is there is a very significant and real event coming, but it's a Black Swan event. So by definition, you can't predict it, it is inevitable and upon happening, in retrospect will appear to have been imminent and unavoidable all along ("how could we have missed that?"). The PTB may not even know the specifics, or maybe they do, or maybe they are invoking it intentionally from the negative aspects of the astral realm through CERN or other esoteric means. I don't know. But I do know that they are master manipulators of humanity.
All we can do is watch what happens. Maybe those of us that make good decisions can navigate through this. Maybe it is impossible to get through it alive. Maybe somehow we are saved. But just as surely as the water swirling around the drain will certainly empty out through the pipes below, we can't be sure where the pipe leads to.
All we can do is be the water, embrace the journey and realize (or hope) that wherever we are emptied out to is a dry, desolate place that desperately needs to be watered.
Water Flowing There are things in life that you still don’t understand Like why when you want something so bad, it’s just out of hand We believe we have choice and to some degree we do But the universe is also choosing what’s best for you Imagine you are a drop of water flowing through the pipes Banging around left and right Constrained by walls that control where you go; but remember that you are the enabling flow Contained by pipes that seem to know That they are containing the enabling flow So find to where you are flowing And that becomes the focus of your eye You’ll see when you get there that The target is all but dry